08,不再 見

Posted 十二月 31, 2008

早前在msn上見到好友們紛紛寫上希望快快走過08年的簽名. 可見, 08年對于大伙兒來說都是刻骨而銘心的痛. 繼而就是我們這批衝正本命年犯太歲的人, 回望整個2008, 可謂有點不堪. 首先我會將責任推給本命年. 首談健康運, 在08大打折扣, 後生細仔有骨質增生風濕骨痛, 真是笑爆人的嘴. 我知道雖則与運氣無關, 但是却是与情緒相連, 在這一年裏, 我差點懷疑過自己有抑鬱症.

最難熬的24歲, 原來是真的. 在這年裏面, 我經歷了工作、感情的重大轉折, 直到2008年結束之時, 仿佛所有都有了安穩的定局以及答案. 若果你問我, 這一年裏做的最瘋狂的總結, 我會二話不說地道:

1. 經過初出茅廬的社會打擊, 我從一個”火坑”中把自己挖出, 從一份强壓工作中解脫, 也順勢結束了一段瞎了眼的感情, 繼而勇猛地拋身於創意事業!

2. 做了一份持續了半年還要是只有丁點酬勞的秘捞;

3. 看了最多演唱會音樂現場的一年;

4. 第一次坐到飛機;

5. 女仔一定要經濟獨立, 其實我又怕死又反動, 物欲橫流, 在這年前後分別入手一台PSP、一對dr.Martens以及Levi’s牛仔褲.

6. 在年尾, 我終于肯開通網銀和支付寳!

以上看似普通, 你們都可能會覺得濕碎, 但在我人生過程總算有了這些第一次以及不理性的瘋狂, 你不可以取笑我. 當我以爲什麽都會重頭再來之時, 一切却事與願違. 我想, 在上半年那段日子是空白的. 但蘊含了很多掙扎和眼淚水.

然而, 在早前失業空檔的又一個月裏, 仿佛什麽都回來了. 在抱着毫無戰鬥心態的情況下, 一份真正適合我的工作与真正屬於我的人都回來了. 頓時覺得上天還是眷顧我. 在重獲信心之餘, 我沒有放棄過對于創意産業的一點一滴的執著, 回想這年裏, 為組織撲心撲命, 創意市集後紛紛辦展覽、音樂會等等. 但這一切看來泡影, 再者有如進退兩難, 畢竟現在的停滯并不代表永遠. 在適合的時候, 做了最適合的事是正確, 不會奢望成就與否, 始終自己努力過無悔, 就是這樣. 別人怎樣想隨他便, 我清楚自己方向, 覺得自己是時候為一些事情作準備.

跌跌墜墜, 記得08年頭說過, 自己擁有的開始, 不想成爲失去的最初. 事實上, 有些東西是應驗了, 不過並不代表失去了所有, 卻覺得挽回了更多, 明白了更多.

09年終于都到, 大家都可以了個心願, 繼續走自己的路啦!

ps. 補充一下, 逐漸發覺個人文筆已經不復當年, 是否證明我已經不再文青? 看來要去拜一下文昌……其實, 以前幻想自己可以是詩人, 不是詩人也可以是旅人, 或許現在只可以是凡人, 但我還是努力讓自己可成爲文人. 我要開始考慮幫自己重新定義一個角色, 就從現在開始.

35 Comments so far

  1. Yanlo on 一月 3rd, 2009

    你起碼無抑鬱啊,要學會感恩。
    有邊個人的後生是舒舒服服的呢。
    祝安好。

  2. joy on 一月 3rd, 2009

    你講得岩,我會感恩所有對我施壓和幫助我關心我的人.
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